I don't know.

I don't know how mess my life now. I don't know how can I get my old life now. I don't know did my old friends miss me now? I don't know does he miss me now? I don't know did my old friends know what I'm feeling right now? I don't know did "they" have the same feeling with me? I don't know how to make them understand what I wanted now.

Seems like I wanna talking to the moon everynight like Bruno Mars, I want you to take me back to the person I used to be like A rocket to the moon song's lyrics. There're so many things in my mind and I can't get them off my mind. How can I get them off my mind if everyday I met someone that reminds me of that? GOSH!!!!!!!! I wish there's a backspace in my life! Seems like I want to die now. But NO!!!!!!!!! I've so much time to spend my life with God, Family and REAL FRIENDS :^)

WISH ME LUCK TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM!