IRFAN BACHDIM

Today, I'll post something about Irfan Haarys Bachdim "again" ;P

I don't know why, I can't stop think 'bout him! I'm too addicted with him! It seems like he's a half of my life after God&Family. I really love him. My friends think it's really excessive but not for me. This is the real me! I can't help myself when I'm addicted to someone. Irfan Bachdim is the one of them ^o^ I can't ignore this feeling. This feeling is really make me going crazy!!!!!!!!! :'(

God, please help me to omit it. Though just a little :(
Give me a chance to meet Irfan Bachdim please, it'll cure a little for this feeling :')

Friends.

Hello, starting posting about my friends.

Yes, I have a community it's K-SAMOCO! King Starter Moto Community. They're really kind, nice and fun friends, but now.... I don't feel it. They have changed and me too. We have changed sicne BANLI move to singapore. He's like our lead because he's the one who can control us. Since he was gone, ALL HAVE CHANGED! But I don't make it hard, just let it go.

Today, January 11th 2011 I've a problem with my friends, I call it problem but I don't know how about my friends ;") Today it seems like I'm a stranger for them. They don't think that I'm there for them. It seems like I'm they badfriends not bestfriends. I DON'T NEED FAKE FRIENDSHIT!

I want have a lot of friends. REAL FRIENDS! :"(

GOOD NEWSS!

Haii readers *ea*

I've watched some news and it said that Irfan Haarys Bachdim is still our Timnas! I can't describe how much my pleasure! Hahaha. But, PSSI still have to do some selection for Kim Jeffrey Kurniawan if he want to be our Timnas. He got injury on his knee and he said that it'll recover around 2-3 months but Alfred Riedl have to do some selection in 8-30 January 2011. Just pray for Kim :D

Now, Thursday, january 6th 2011 Irfan Haarys Bachdim was went to Solo on around 8.00 with Persema, They'll play fight Solo FC for opening LPI on Saturday, january 8th 2011. WAAAW!!
I wish I'll be there :D but it's impossible!-_- Just pray, I wish Persema be the winner! ;)

I ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU BACHDIM! ♥♥♥

I'm back with tears.

Hello, I'm back posting with tears fall down in my face. I HAVE WATCHED THAT NOW, IRFAN BACHDIM IS NOT OUR TIMNAS ANYMORE! :'(

Tanpa mikir2, tiba2 mata gue bener2 ngeluarin air mata. Dan pas berita udah selesai, gue bener2 lgsng matiin tv, ambil handuk lgsng mandi. Abis mandi, gue Sholat Ashar, dan pas selesai sholat, gue berdoa buat semua kegiatan yg bakal gue lakuin nanti,besok dan seterusnya. Terus gue berdoa yg bener2 buat gue itu bakal bikin gue seneng bgt, doanya lo pada gaharus tau yang pasti gue berdoa itu sampe gue nangis kejer bgt, dan karna gue bener2 mau banget doa itu terkabul, gue sampe nazar.

YaAllah, pleasee make my wishes come true. I know I've to wait but please tell me that you'll make it come true :(

I am so weak, but you have to know why am I so weak.

Hallo. I am, Mutiara Aqsha Fitri. A girl who wants her idols know that she really love them, especially Irfan Bachdim, Bambang Pamungkas, Mesut Oezil and Jack Hanafi. She just want them to appreciating her. Aqsha is so weak, she easy to cry just because a little problem.

I'll tell you some things that make her cry whereas it just a little problem. This is it................

1. Mesut Oezil
She ever mentioned Mesut Oezil in twitter and he replied it by DM, she was really happy. Oezil has replied her mentioned 3 times and she was really really happy. But one day, when she has mentioned Mesut Oezil 'til maybe 50 times but he didn't reply it. She thinks that Oezil is so arrogant now. But then she think, who is she? is she Oezil's sister? no. is she Oezil's nephew? no. so she just wasting her time just for waiting Oezil to reply her mention.

One day, she changed her handphone's wallpaper being a photo of Oezil. She stared at the photo and she wanna cry because now, she didn't know how to make a conversation with Oezil and she didn't know from where she'll know more about Oezil. But she knows that she's not a part of Oezil's life :')

2. Irfan Bachdim
She knows Irfan Bachdim 'cause he's our timnas' naturalization. He's so handsome, cute, awesome and cool boy. When Indonesia was be the winner of AFF's semi final, she knows more about Bachdim. She love him more and more. And when Indonesia was lose in the final, she wanna cry but she can't. But when she watched some news 'bout "Indonesia's defeat" SHE WAS CRIED!!!!! And she was cried so loud when she looked Bachdim was crying. Bachdim seems like can't stand with this situation but this's our destiny, we can't change our destiny. God has better plans for us.

Then, one day, she give many mentioned for Bachdim, but....... he didn't reply it. She wanna cry like what she wanna do to Oezil. But back, she thinks it just wasting her times. She has tried to stand, but she can't. Her tears fell down. Her mind don't want to cry, but her heart want. She always think that she's weak. If she has idols, she always put them in her heart not mind. So, when her idols doing something that for her is so make her dissapointed, one thing that she can do just " CRY "

3. Bambang Pamungkas
She's the biggest fans of Bepe. Like always, she has mentioned Bepe, but she don't get what she wants. She has mentioned Bepe almost 150 tweets but her destiny is same like Bachdim. She almost cry but like always she thinks that it just wasting her time. She really dissapointed with bepe 'cause he don't same like what she thinks. She thinks Bepe is so friendly but now she think he's not as same as what she's thinking 'bout. But..... it's not reduce her love for him.

She don't have many things that make her cry 'cause Bepe, she just dissapointed hahaha.

4. Jack Hanafie
She's Hanafie's biggest fans. When the first time she looked him on Television, she was melting. His eyes were so appreciate the song. She's like flying on the sky and don't want to fall down -_-. For 3 weeks she didn't watch his show 'cause......... idk, forget.haha. And when 2 days ago, Jack was on big 5 that jurrors think they (the big 5) was not really good. I wanna cry 'cause I don't know how to see him again. But finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The jurrors said that Jack still can be one of participants in IMB2. She was really happy in that day :D

Now, can you understand why she's so weak? She always cry when her Idols make she dissapointed or make she feel like something is prop her heart and she feel uncomfortable.

And all of that stories, she wanna says something. That's.......

" She always use her heart for everything that she did, watched,read and everything that she wanna do. When her mind don't want to do, her heart seems like force her to do that "

THEY'RE WHO DRIVES ME SO CRAZY :S

First rank in "they're who drives me so crazy" is.............. IRFAN HAARYS BACHDIM

These are some picture of him.

What do you think? ;)

The second is..........................JACK HANAFIE!!
I put the picture besides all of my posts. You can see it if you scroll up ur mouse ;)

The Third is.............................. BAMBANG PAMUNGKAS (BEPE)

These are some photos of him



The Fourth is............................. MESUT OEZIL !!!!

These are some picture of him

Mesut Oezil ;)

hi readers!! I wanna tell u something that really make me look like a silly girl.

Waktu world cup 2010, gue dukung Jerman bgt pas Jerman tanding lawan siapa gitu gue lupa, babak ke2, Jerman ganti pemain, siapa gitu di ganti sama Oezil. Gue mulai suka dan tau Oezil dari world cup itu. Beberapa minggu kemudian gitu, gue bener2 tergila2 bgt sama Oezil, gue cari2 twitternya Oezil and finally I got it. So many mention I've gave to Oezil but he didn't reply it. I'm speechless but I always try 'til Oezil reply it.

Akhirnya gue menemukan suatu ide yg bener2 bawa keberuntungan buat gue! Gue foto dengan tangan gue membentuk nama "OEZIL" abis itu gue jadiin avatar dan gue mention Oezil kaya gini

" @officialOzil23 I just want u to see my avatar, there's ur name over there "

Gue mention gitu ke Oezil banyak bgt, tapi kata2nya beda2. Dan beberapa hari kemudian.......................... HE REPLIED MY MENTION BY DM! Jingkrak2an gue di kasur. Waktu Oezil bales, itu waktu gue bener2 udh tiduran dikamar udah pengen tidur. Tiba2 kebangun lgsng seneng bgttt Oezil bales mention gue.

Oke, berakhir sudah disitu.

Berapa minggu kemudian gue ngetweet lg, tp beda lg nih. Gini tweetnya

" Every time when my friends talking 'bout Germany, in the first I always remember you @officialoezil23 :)"

Dan besoknya......................... dia bales lagi pake DM. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEEL!!!

kembali menjingkrak2 gue dikasur. he replied

@officialozil23 = " Are you sure? Why me? :) "

@mutiaraqsha = " Because you're my favorite football player :)"

@officialozil23 = "Thankyou my friend, may Allah bless you. Happy weekdays :)"

Disitu gue bener2 mention2an sama dia. SEORANG MESUT OEZIL PEMAIN JERMAN YG BENER2 RAMAAAAAAAH!! ♥

Waktu gue mau ulantahun, gue terus2an mention Oezil gini

" 4 days more to celebrate my birthday! I wish @officialozil23 can say 'happy birthday' to me :) "

Gue mention gitu berkali kali, tp gk dibales sama Oezil. Pas gue buka twitternya dia...........emang dia udah gapernah nge tweet lagi. I don't know why. I can't face this fact, but I've to.

I almost cry 'cause I see my wallpaper there's picture of Oezil. I stared at that picture and I almost cry but...... I think it's just wasting my time :( Oezil juga bukan siapa2 gue, kenapa gue harus nangis gara2 dia? :") Hal inilah yg paling mudah gue lakuin kalo gue udh bener2 nge fans sama orang. That's make me look like a silly girl. But I don't care at all.

Done........... ;)